piece # 7

• what would you do if you see your mum crying?
• what would you do to calm her down?
• how does it feel to see her hurt that way?
•  how do you make her smile?
• how do you make her feel the love?
• would you want to make a mum cry?
• would you make her break down and cry?
• SHE'S MY EVERYTHING
• SHE'S MY STRENGHT
• SHE'S MY LOVE
• SHE'S MY IDOL
• SHE'S THE REASON I LIVE 
• SHE'S MINE...MY MUMMY....
• I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU
• I PROMISE YOU

I LOVE YOU,MUMMY!!!

AGAINST ILLEGAL ABORTION !!!

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, PLEASE REBLOG.

piece # 6

malam tadi aku bermimpi....

mimpi ikan BESARRR PUNYA daa.....

bukan anak ikan...

tapi aneh, ikan itu bagai berterbangan pula dalam sebuah rumah 

bersama2 ngan aku....

so i tried to browse

pakey GOOGLE la, pa gik...

so i found this thing....

TAFSIR MIMPI BERKAITAN DENGAN BINATANG

i copied from someone's blog named (Fandy Site)

1.Mimpi melihat angsa

Alamat memperoleh kekasih.

 2.Mimpi memberi makan angsa

Akan mendapat kawan yang setia.

3.Mimpi melihat banyak kambing

Usaha yang dibuat akan menjadi sukses serta mendapat rezeki yang halal.

 4.Mimpi makan daging kambing

Akan mendapat rezeki yang halal.

5.Mimpi melihat urat pada pipi kambing

Akan turun banyak hujan.

6.Mimpi memerah air susu kambing

Akan merasa muak akan sesuatu

 7.Mimpi naik kerbau atau sapi

Akan mendapat kemuliaan dan kekayaan.

 8.Mimpi naik seekor kuda

Akan berhasil tujuan yang dikehendaki

 9.Mimpi naik seekor unta

Akan memperoleh kehormatan atau sukses dengan pekerjaan.

  

10.Mimpi naik gajah

Akan menjadi ketua atau pemimpin.

11.Mimpi naik seekor gajah yang dihiasi indah

Akan disayangi orang besar atau orang kaya.

12.Mimpi membunuh gajah

Akan ditaati orang.

13.Mimpi melihat gajah berkelahi dengan gajah

          Alamat tersepit dalam dua keadaan yang serious.

14.Mimpi melihat gajah disebuah Circus

             Akan melakukan perbuatan yang bodoh.

15.Mimpi melihat induk gajah bersama anaknya

            Keluarga anda akan hidup damai.

16.Mimpi menyembelih kambing

              Akan mendapat keuntungan dalam usaha anda.

17.Mimpi melihat kijang masuk rumah anda

              Alamat akan mendapat jodoh.

18.Mimpi melihat babi

           Akan mengerjakan pekerjaan buruk

19.Mimpi membunuh seekor babi

          Akan mendapat kemenangan dari musuhnya.

20.Mimpi bermain-main dengan tikus

          Alamat akan dipermainkan musuhnya.

21.Mimpi membunuh tikus

              Akan mengalahkan lawan-lawan anda.

22.Mimpi melihat binatang ternak gemuk-gemuk

             Akan makmur dan murah rezeki

23.Mimpi bercakap-cakap dengan binatang

            Alamat akan memegang pangkat yang besar

25.Mimpi mengikuti binatang liar

             Alamat akan lanjut usia.

26.Mimpi naik kuda berbaju besi

              Alamat lepas dari malapetaka.

27.Mimpi naik kuda putih

            Alamat akan mendapat kebahagiaan dunia akhirat.

28. Mimpi makan daging kuda

Alamat akan memperoleh kekayaan.

29.Mimpi kucing masuk ke rumah anda

Alamat ada orang yang mau menumpang ke rumah anda.

30.Mimpi orang ditangkap serigala

Alamat akan ditipu orang.

31.Mimpi harimau masuk ke bandar

Alamat negeri akan diserang musuh.

32.Mimpi menjinakkan harimau

Alamat mendapat harta yang tidak halal.

33.Mimpi minum susu sapi

Alamat akan sejahtera dalam kehidupan

34.Mimpi minum susu kuda

Alamat akan kaya dan lanjut usia.

35.Mimpi melihat banyak ayam                  

Alamat akan puas hidupnya.

36.Mimpi mengejar ayam

Akan memperoleh pembantu.

37.Mimpi menyembelih ayam

Akan menjadi orang mulia.

38.Mimpi memperoleh ayam

Akan memperoleh anak/keturunan.

39.Mimpi makan daging ayam

Akan memperoleh harta.

40.Mimpi kehilangan ayam

Akan kehilangan anak dan sanak keluarga.

41.Mimpi memberi makan kepada ayam

Akan sukses pekerjaan anda.

42.Mimpi dicakar anak kucing

            Akan dipermainkan oleh orang        

        

43.Mimpi melihat anjing peliharaan

            Alamat akan bahagia.

44.Mimpi melihat anjing menggoyang buntutnya

            Alamat dengan mudah menyelesaikan urusan penting.

45.Mimpi melihat anjing berkelahi

Akan berdamai dengan lawan pertikaian anda

46.Mimpi digigit seekor anjing

            Peringatan agar anda waspada

47.Mimpi melihat anjing peliharaan berbulu putih

            Akan bersahabat dengan orang jujur dan setia

48.Mimpi melihat anjing menyalak

Waspadalah banyak bahaya di sekitar anda.

49.Mimpi melihat seekor keldai yang gemuk

Alamat yang baik, mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia.

50.Mimpi makan belalang

Alamat memperoleh wang yang halal.

51.Mimpi ada belalang makan padi

Alamat akan senang, bahagia.

53.Mimpi memegang burung

Akan dikurnia anak yang baik.

54.Mimpi melihat seekor badak

Akan berpengaruh besar dalam masyarakat

55.Mimpi menangkap ikan

Akan memperoleh wang tapi cepat habis

56.Mimpi makan ikan

Akan memperoleh wang yang halal

57.Mimpi melihat ikan paus

Sahabat dekat anda akan pergi.

58.Mimpi menangkap ikan dari air jernih

 Akan berhasil dalam usaha anda.

59.        Mimpi melihat orang menangkap ikan

Akan memperoleh kembali keseimbangan batin.

60.Mimpi melihat ikan-ikan besar

Ada peningkatan kewangan.

61.Mimpi melihat ikan kecil- kecil

Hati anda akan kecewa.

62.Mimpi melihat ikan emas

Akan muncul pengantin yang kaya.

63.Mimpi menangkap ikan emas

Alamat kemujuran menyertai anda.

64.Mimpi melihat seekor kucing tertidur

Akan beruntung dalam mengatasi masalah kewangan

65.Mimpi melihat kanggaru dari Australia

Usaha dagang anda akan berhasil baik.

66.Mimpi Melihat Cengkerik

Alamat kehidupan anda akan baik.

67.Mimpi bermain dengan Cenkerik

Alamat bagi kesihatan yang memuaskan.

68.Mimpi melihat seekor katak

Akan memperoleh Wang banyak

69.Mimpi mendengar katak bernyanyi

Akan mendapat pujian orang.

70.Mimpi makan katak hidup

Akan muncul penyakit.

71.Mimpi membunuh seekor katak

Akan rugi usaha anda.

72.Mimpi menggenggam seekor katak

Akan ada tambahan

73.Mimpi melihat seekor kalajengking

Ada orang yang mengancam anda.

74.Mimpi disengat seekor kalajengking :

Dikhianati teman sendiri.

75.Mimpi melihat seekor keldai

Awas ada musuh dalam selimut

76.Mimpi melihat keldai hijau

            Kesalah fahaman dapat dijernihkan.

77.Mimpi mengunjungi sebuah kebun binatang

            Akan berhibur di luar daerah atau luar negeri.

78.Mimpi membawa anak ke kebun yang penuh dengan binatang

Akan herkenalan dengan orang muda.

79.Mimpi melihat kumbang merayap di-tubuh

Akan muncul kesulitan dalam mengatasi masalah kewangan

80.Mimpi melihat seekor kijang makan rumput

            Ada rasa cinta atau berperasaan pada seseorang

81.Mimpi membunuh kijang

Akan terjadi perpisahan

82.Mimpi melihat seekor kijang makan rumput

Akan ada rasa cinta pada seseorang

83.Mimpi melihat sapi jantan berbulu putih

            Akan maju dalam usaha

84.Mimpi membeli sapi jantan

Akan bersahabat dengan orang kaya.

85.Mimpi memakan hidangan dari daging sapi

Akan memperoleh harta dan kebahagiaan

86.Mimpi memerah susu sapi

Akan memperoleh usaha banyak dengan mudah.

87.Mimpi melihat bangkai sapi

Akan berlaku kerugian yang bakal ditimpa dalam usaha anda.

88.Mimpi ditendang seekor keldai

Akan ragu-ragu dalarn bercinta.

89.Mimpi melihat keldai berbulu putih

Akan sukses dalam urusan pribadi.

90. Mimpi melihat seekor kura-kura

Akan ada yang mernbimbing anda

91.Mimpi menemukan bangkai seekor kura-kura

Akan kehilangan seorang kawan.

92.Mimpi digigit kutu binatang

Ada orang yang menagih hutang

93.Mimpi melihat kutu di tubuh orang lain

Akan muncul suatu kekecewaan

97.Mimpi membunuh seekor kutu binatang

Akan untung besar usaha anda.

98. Mimpi melihat labah-labah

Nasib anda sangat diragukan.

99.Mimpi membersihkan sarang labah-labah

Persahabatan akan retak.

100.Mimpi melihat sarang labah labah

Jagalah perasaan anda dalam menghadapi musuh/lawan

101.Mimpi melihat burung merpati putih

Harapan baik dalam usaha dan kebahagiaan dalam rumah tangga.

102. Mimpi memakan daging merpati goreng

Akan memperoleh harta.

103.Mimpi melihat sekumpulan merpati

Anda akan melakukan suatu perjalanan.

104.Mimpi melihat seekor merpati bercumbu-cumbuan

Akan bercinta dengan penuh kebahagiaan.

105.Mimpi melihat seekor monyet

Waspadalah terhadap para penipu.

106.Mimpi memelihara seekor monyet

Akan ada yang berkhianat.

107.Mimpi melihat monyet memanjat pohon

Harapan yang cerah dalam masalah cinta.

108.Mimpi melihat seekor naga yang bengis

Alamat akan rugi atau kehilangan.

109.Mimpi membunuh seekor naga

Anda terlepas dari kesulitan.

110.Mimpi digigit seekor nyamuk

Alamat akan bersedih.

111.Mimpi membunuh seekor nyamuk

  Akan dapat mengatasi semua kesulitan.

112.Mimpi melihat ikan paus

Anda menimbulkan sesuatu masalah.

113.Mimpi membunuh rusa

Tanda perpisahan.

114.Mimpi melihat rusa berlari-lari

Terjadi kesalah fahaman diantara kawan-kawan.

115.Mimpi melihat rusa makan rumput

Akan jatuh cinta

116.Mimpi melihat sebuah kandang sapi

Tanda kesembuhan suatu penyakit. 

piece # 5

tadi aku pergi prayer malam ke-5 the late Bro. Peter(may he rest in peace)

i like the closing hymn which was

 "WHERE THE ROSES NEVER FADE"

it was so nice...

come listen and sing together...

i am going to a city

where the streets with gold are laid

where the tree of life is blooming

and the roses never fade

HERE THEY BLOOM BUT FOR A SEASON

SOON THEIR BEAUTY IS DECAYED

A AM GOING TO A CITY

WHERE THE ROSES NEVER FADE

in this world we have our troubles

satan snares we must evade

we'll be free from all temptations

where the roses never fade

HERE THEY BLOOM BUT FOR A SEASON

SOON THEIR BEAUTY IS DECAYED

A AM GOING TO A CITY

WHERE THE ROSES NEVER FADE

loved ones gone to be with Jesus

in their robes of white arrayed

now are waiting for my coming

where the roses never fade

HERE THEY BLOOM BUT FOR A SEASON

SOON THEIR BEAUTY IS DECAYED

A AM GOING TO A CITY

WHERE THE ROSES NEVER FADE

piece # 4

i once knew a boy...

he was nice

he was humble

he was too good for me

he was the one 

but i drifted away 

and

i broke his heart...

to be continued.....

piece # 3

orang exercise petang2 or awal awal pagi...

tapi kes aku plak, tengahari buta...

it happens when aku jalan kaki all the way from home to shop...

around 30 mins walk...

dengan payung merah (ehhh??)

sunburn lagik...(sigh!)

bila cinta...LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN OST

jom layan....